傾盆大雨後,
呼吸著濕潤的空氣
四周的沙,不再乾燥,而是佈滿了新生綠芽..
and my spirit is refilled with courage to continue on the journey,
for that , I'm forever grateful,
for you, I'm forever in debt.

a piece of blank paper,
lack of will to even scribble..
all round is the mind numbing sand...
but I have to keep walking...

請順走.

無力感,孤寂感,
久不見的沙漠荒野,又出現在眼前...
將再次獨身橫越這試煉...

missed the phone call.
when I heard the message, the sense of loss cliched...
called back,dad is on the line,
the odds are not on our side, don't know how much time we have.

I have to make it, I have to make it.
but before the flight, I can only wait.

in this 20 hours, I can only write about my anxiousness,
and pray.

I would like to ask for your prayer for my family.

Please.

歡笑,流淚,生活的點滴,
致身其中,卻有如隔著展示玻璃,觸摸不及
自我保護的過程中,卻喪失了對事物的感覺.
this is what happned when you swore off the pain.
需要一拳打破玻璃牆的勇氣,
看著沾滿玻璃碎和鮮血的手,感覺那活著的生命.

從猜測,
到推翻假設,
再從較樂觀的看法,
到證明惡化加速.

This is the time when I hoped I was wrong.
not enough of smokes can ease my inner distress.